Hi, it's me again.
Life is confusing and weird, and I seriously have no idea what I'm doing with mine.
I know I don't get on very much at all as it is, but I don't know if I'm going to get on anymore, period.
I guess I'm going through a lot right now or whatever, but it seems like just when I think I've solved the problem or avoided it, I haven't.
I'm sorry, this is me venting, but I guess you could say I hate and am pretty much done with my life right now.
I can't draw
I'm making bad choices
I'm stressing over finals
I never have time for anything or anyone anymore and I'm losing them because of it
I always feel like everything that goes bad around me ends up being because of me.
It's all my fault. All of it.
And I can't help without making everything worse.
I just can't deal with it anymore and I'm sorry. For everything. If this account goes dead don't be alarmed. Maybe I'll return again someday, but
right now, I give up.
I'm tired of fighting even though I can stop.
I'm probably near my breaking point and I'm afraid that if I hold on to what little I've got much tighter, I'll shatter.
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